Friday, October 30, 2009

1 week follow-up

My dentist uses purple latex gloves. Every time she puts on a new pair I giggle to myself in my head because they remind me of Johnny Depp's Willy Wonka. It's nice to have a reminder of something happy in an otherwise bleak, sanitized setting.

Today I went for a checkup to see how my healing has been progressing over the last week. The site is still tender when poked at, so she had to use a topical anesthetic on it before stretching my lip out far enough to get a good look. Progress is good but, as expected, I haven't been able to keep it as clean as we would like. So Fatema used a giant plastic syringe to squirt saline into the crevices and clear them out. She also gave me a couple to take home and do the same, which will make my twice-daily teeth cleaning routine a bit more interesting. I can use them to squirt the prescription mouthwash as well, which is now only needed on the surgery site. Since it would stain my other teeth, I've been cleared to go back to brushing and flossing the rest of my mouth and only using the mouthwash on the affected site.

Next week she wants to clean it for me again, and the week after that the stitches will come out. Until then, and perhaps longer, I'm doing all of my chewing on the left side of my mouth. I have at least moved on from just pudding and ice cream, but they're still the easiest thing to eat by far. I can eat real food if I cut it into very tiny pieces first, but it takes so long it doesn't always seem worth the effort. So on the way home I stocked up on more pudding. Shaw's must have known my plans, because it was still on sale--12 pudding cups for $3!

It will probably be next summer before I can bite directly into an apple again, and when that day comes I'm going to go all Barbossa on it.

-Kim

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Periodontal Quest: Surgery 1

*Warning: this post contains slightly graphic descriptions of surgery. Do not read while eating.*

Well, the day finally came. After weeks of taking impressions and radiographs (x-rays) and making and changing appointments, my first periodontal bone-grafting surgery is finally behind me. It was quite the experience.

I received a phone call from my dentist Fatema on Thursday afternoon asking if I could come in earlier on Friday (10:00am) to take a couple more impressions and one last radiograph. Apparently all the work we did last time wasn't good enough. That's terribly frustrating, since making the impressions last time was such a pain. This time it actually went much more smoothly. Two on top and two on the bottom, all came out well and we were done. Amazing. Why couldn't that have happened at the last appointment? Having deep enough trays really makes a difference. And before that we did the radiograph. We had already taken shots of my entire mouth piece by piece, but this was a 360 degree scan. I had this done before, when my braces were taken off, and I think when I had my wisdom teeth out. I love how quickly it goes--just stand still and watch a machine circle around my head.

After the impressions they asked me to wait in the lobby while they prepared a stint to take a few measurements. But that took too long, so eventually Fatema came out and said I should just go get lunch. She led me through the complex to a cafeteria where Tufts students eat, so I had my last normal meal surrounded by future dentists.

The surgery took place in a small room just off the large room where all the cubicle-style dental chairs are. There was a large window to my right, and an inspirational poster about teamwork with a picture of a sailboat on the wall in front of me. Before anything else, Fatema took my blood pressure and had me take extra-strength pain relievers. It was an electronic blood pressure cuff that went around my wrist--very high tech and impressive. Not surprisingly, my pulse was a bit fast, since I was nervous at the beginning of this whole process. Then they had to draw some blood, to mix with the bone powder to make the graft material. I don't remember whether I've had blood drawn before, but I was surprised how little it hurt. They actually tried twice on my right arm and finally got the four vials they needed from my left, so now my multiple holes make me look like a drug user. But on the bright side, they only used two of the vials, so they probably won't have to draw any blood for the next surgery.

There were a lot of people in the room throughout this process. It took 3 dentists to draw my blood, plus a couple others running around making sure we had all the supplies we needed. Colette was very nice and talked to me to keep me calm while I waited between steps. Next came the measurements. We had to recheck the depth of recession, plus take a whole new set of measurements using plastic stints molded from the impressions taken earlier. They measured the thickness of my gum tissue by measuring how many millimeters away from the plastic stint it was, and then comparing that to the distance to the bone once it was uncovered.

But now I'm getting ahead of myself.

They didn't give me anything to make me loopy, so I was aware of what was going on the whole time. I was, however, completely numbed and couldn't feel a thing. Fatema and Michael, the assisting dental student, were impressed by the fact that I didn't even flinch when they injected the anesthetic. Once I was all numbed, we only had to wait for Dr. Griffen to arrive to conduct the surgery. Dr. Griffen wears glasses, so I was able to watch the entire process in the reflection.

Have you seen the advertisements for the show House MD, or any other medical drama? They always have a picture of the cast peering down over the camera as if they were examining a patient. Well, now I know what that feels like. I had Dr. Griffen doing the surgery, Fatema and Michael assisting, and 2-3 other dental students observing. They were also filming the procedure and taking photographs throughout.

The first step was to cut my gum tissue away from the teeth and bone. Dr. Griffen gave a lecture on his favorite tool and how to use it as he worked, cutting and peeling the very thin tissue. Once the flap was cut away, Fatema used a scaling tool to clean the plaque and remaining fragments of tissue off the bone so that the bone graft would be able to stick effectively. They also put the plastic stint back on and took new measurements. While this was going on, one of the other students was mixing my centirfuged blood platelets with bone powder to create the grafting material. Dr. Griffen used a tweezer shaped implement to put this gelatinous material into the areas where my bone had receded. Over this they placed a membrane that looked remarkably like tissue paper. This membrane had to be stitched together to keep the bone graft stable, along with another layer of a material I can't spell. The thread used was rather yellowish. The thread used next to hold the gum tissue back in place over the graft was purplish.

This description reads far too quickly. The whole process took from 1:00pm until after 5:00pm. Between the stages I had to be reminded to relax my jaw, I got so used to holding it open. But by the end I could barely hold still for the stitches, I had been lying there so long.

The surgery reminded me of book binding and manuscript repair, oddly enough. The membrane used to cover the bone graft looked like the Japanese paper used to repair torn manuscripts, and the skin flaps were stitched together much the same way the text block of a book is created. These are the thoughts that ran through my mind as I watched Dr. Griffen put these foreign materials in my mouth to strengthen my tissue. Not being able to feel what was being done, I had a disconnected interest in the reflection, imagining it was someone else's mouth being cut into and messed around with. At least until the end. As Dr. Griffen was putting in the very last stitch I started to get some feeling back. It didn't so much hurt, but the feeling of thread moving through my gum tissue was bizarre to say the least. They gave me another shot before tying it off.

Christina came to meet me at the clinic and brought me home on the T by way of a CVS to get my prescriptions filled. My orders were to keep ice on it and eat only cold, soft foods. This meant, of course, that my dinner consisted entirely of ice cream. That was the best part of the whole experience.

I was still partly numb when I finally went to bed, and the pain meds they gave me have been keeping things under control. It's hard to eat--I mostly have to drink my nutrition, though I can chew on the left side. I expected there to be more pain, but thus far I only have a very dull ache when I near the 8 hour interval between doses of the meds they gave me. Perhaps I just have a high pain tolerance, or it could just be that I heal quickly. Tierney has decided to call me Wolverine, because of the bone grafting. It's beginning to seem more appropriate, and the experience is giving me story ideas. At least something will come out of the experience.

-Kim

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Buffy Vs. Edward {Remix; Rebelliouspixels.com}

This is why I'm going to be Buffy for Halloween.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

MVHY Stringfever Bolero

Four men, one cello. It's pretty sweet.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

American Girls?

I grew up reading the American Girls books. I loved the different perspectives on American history that I learned about from Felicity, Kirsten, Addy, Samantha and Molly, each sharing their stories from widely different eras and backgrounds, from colonial days to the Civil War, to WWII.

Over the years more characters were introduced, including stories from Hispanic and Native American backgrounds, as well as more modern times. And now the company is making a new doll each year, complete with one or two books to legitimize her as a character. Instead of teaching girls history, the company has moved to modeling their characters after current events and trends. It's now a numbers game, as they invent more and more characters and encourage young girls to collect them all, mass producing thousands of dolls with the same face, differing only in skin tone, eye color and haircut.

But the purpose of this post is not to bemoan the capitalistic trend eating away the historic heart of the company. I had actually almost forgotten about this piece of my past (hard to believe, considering I own a Girl of Today doll and quite a large box of accessories for her) until tonight in my archives management class someone mentioned that a new doll just came out and caused quite a buzz.

The new girl is Gwen, and she is homeless. Well, technically, she and her mother only live at the homeless shelter for a few months, but the point of her character is to portray the realities of life in 2009. Although, looking at the doll's smiling, cherub-like face, long blond hair and pristine white sundress, I can't picture her sleeping in the back seat of a car. You can read more details and some reactions to the new doll here and here.

But Gwen is not the new star of American Girl. In fact, she is a minor character in the books about the 2009 Girl of the Year, Chrissa. The real purpose of the homeless girl is to give the true star someone to stand up for, someone for the well-off girl to look after. This theme was first touched on by the historical girl Samantha befriending the poor girl Nellie, but the current situation seems to be taking it further. The doll Chrissa actually has two friends you can buy, Gwen and Sonali, who both need to be defended from the school bullies. They make the perfect accessories for the strong, middle-class girl, adding spice to her life, just like her pet llama, which is also for sale.

I'm not sure what to think about Gwen. The general reaction to the character seems overboard. What should really cause a stir and be impressive would be if the main character were facing the very real trials of day to day living instead of simply having to face down bullies. If the American Girl company wants to teach young girls about current societal evils, they should showcase them, not make them sideplots that serve to frame less meaningful battles.

And if they're going to sell a homeless doll to raise awareness, they should publicize ways to help as well. What good is it to tell us that there are children sleeping on the street, if in the next breath you ask us to cough up nearly $100 for yet another doll instead of encouraging us to give it to those who need it? They tell us to be noble in heart and accept and protect our friends from bullies, whether they have a house or not, while teaching us to be selfish in action, spending our money on more and more of their products.

I miss the good old days.

On a related note, some of the older, Classic dolls are disappearing. Samantha and her friend Nellie have already gone into the American Girl Archive (it's unclear what this means, but I imagine it's like the Disney Vault, and the dolls may be available again in the distant future for limited time offers), and apparently Kirsten is next. It's sad, because these girls were the heart and soul of the company for years. Also, Kirsten, being the Norwegian immigrant, was always my mom's favorite, and it's sad to think that the next generation of girls may grow up without this piece of the historical landscape, traded instead for the glamor of more recent times.

Is the American Girl company still in the business of teaching history? Or has their widening range of dolls, modern mini-eras and ethnicities all about politics? Maybe the two really do fit together. After all, what could be more American than capitalism?

-Kim

Friday, October 02, 2009

the periodontal quest

I have virtually perfect teeth. I brush twice a day and floss every night. I had braces, and I've had my wisdom teeth out, but overall dental health seemed to be in the bag.

My gums had other plans.

Apparently my bone and gum tissue is thinner than average and predisposed to recession. My dentist at home had me coming in for frequent cleanings to combat the recession, but it came to the point that he finally told me to find a gum specialist, a periodontist.

There's no better place to find a medical professional than Boston. And for reasonably priced care, I was directed to Tufts Dental School. All the students there seem to be from foreign countries, and instead of having separate offices, they all have their dental chairs and equipment set up in little cubicles in a large room. At the beginning of August I met my dentist, Fatema. She is from Kuwait, but lived for six years in Dublin. And she shocked me with x-rays of my front teeth, which showed dramatic bone recession between my lower front teeth. She thinks it was likely my braces that pushed the teeth out of their sockets and accelerated the recession. Not cool. Apparently I also have unusual roots on my two front teeth--short and kind of heart shaped.

The decision was that I need to have surgery. The supervising dentist (who has a stutter, but knows teeth and gums) suggested I would be a good candidate for a treatment so new I might be able to get it for free. It involves mixing my blood platelets with bone powder and putting it where my own bone has receded.

Cool, huh?

Technically, I'm getting the treatment for free (though still paying for the materials used) because I'm participating in a study. The downside of that is every step of the process has to be documented.

Today I spent three hours in the dentist chair getting my teeth photographed and having impressions taken. It's quite an effective form of torture. The only way to properly photograph a tooth would be to take it out of the mouth, but since that's not an option, we settle for stretching the lips past what I though was their limit to keep them out of the shot. The worst part is that while my dentist was holding the camera and another dentist was jamming a mirror in my mouth, I was holding the implements that did the actual stretching. And taking the impressions was worse. They needed two sets of impressions, so I knew going in I would have trays of pink goo in my mouth at least four times. In the end it was quite a few more: four to get the top and four for the bottom. It was tough because the mold had to record the receded gums as well as the teeth. The last one almost gagged me, and even thinking of the Virgin Islands like the dentist from the cubicle next door suggested didn't help.

The theory is that all of this effort and discomfort will be worth it when my perfectly healthy teeth don't fall out of my mouth on my 30th birthday. The surgeries will be spread out over the next several months as we tackle my mouth in quadrants. The first one is in just a few weeks, so be ready for another installment in this saga of periodontal proportions.

-Kim

Emily Dickinson

Is bliss, then, such abyss
I must not put my foot amiss
For fear I spoil my shoe?

I'd rather suit my foot
Than save my boot,

For yet to buy another pair
Is possible
At any fair.

But bliss is sold just once;
The patent lost
None buy it anymore.

Today's food for thought from a great New England poet.

-Kim